HAPPY NEW YEAR💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫

Dear reader,
Happy new year I know I have been gone for quite sometime and am honestly sorry but I have been undergoing a phase in my life.I mean don’t we,always?Anyways I have just been doubting myself but then I figured I shouldn’t cuz I mean no one reads this anyway. So last year was one hell of an year. It was both good and bad. Bad things made me stronger and good things made me even happier. Well,I will stop with all the yuuuuurdy yaaaarda and get to the point. I have like three major topics that I want to talk about cuz I want to.......hey.......it’s my blog......I can.So,money,love and relationships here we go.......and like a bonus story at the end of this.

So money is man’s best friend or at least mine well I wish.So hyperthetically speaking, I don’t have that much money but I guess it’s something that ought to be discussed.I once read that the age before thirty is when you are supposed to like work really smart and secure that money. I am one person who is very strict on how I spend my money. Before buying something I think of things like do I really need it, will I be using it after an year, is it a necessity? When I ever date, if I ever date,🤪🤪I want a guy we can invest together and not just waste each other. Like not a guy that wants partying each weekend or buying liquor each night cuz it’s just not necessary.Well I don’t want to go on so much about it cz the point is clear, save up your money,invest and most importantly think before using your money 😁😁😁😁🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑.

Love❤️❤️❤️And woah...........slow down. I ain’t talking about Romeo and Juliet kinda love but you kinda love. I think self love is the most important thing in life. My mom is always telling me that in order for people to love me back or me loving them I first have to love myself and not just love but love immensely. Even in the simple things like taking care of my health. In things like taking care of my face, my hair , my feet like simple things matter. That is why I have adopted a new mechanism of this. If I don’t want to do something and I don’t have to do it,then am not just gonna do it. Before I actually please you, I want to please me fast. Am really running out of ways to tell you on how to love yourself but just know that when you do,then you become content with life, there is so much peace within you.

Relationships 💑 and yeah am not in one neither have I been for long but it’s sarcrifice. You need to make time for each other and treat each other nicely and you know if am dating someone I want someone I can talk to endlessly and not run out of things to say.......cz at the end of the day I want us connect. I am probably poor at this but yeah. Love, sacrifice,respect,trust and communication is important.

Am sorry guys I know there was not much content but it’s just I have become rusty about it due to the time I have spent not writing but that is about to change. So onto my story, I met this guy who said he actually read my blogs and he also said they were nice and I should write more but,,,,,,I personally think it was sweet and he was only saying it cz maybe he was hitting on me. Anyway if the ‘guy’ still reads this please hit me up🥶🥶🥶🥶.Anyway next time 

Dear readers,
Death is inevitable, at one point or the other we have to die. We all lose people close to us and we always feel the gap. For instance my father was murdered when I was only eight months old. The story is that I cried from eleven o'clock to three in the morning....all this time my young mother has this cries from him. I cried during the whole time of the funeral preparation taking that as a whole week as my tradition dictates. Even when growing up I knew my father was murdered, how I found out I cannot remember. Did justice prevail?No, does that make me angry?No.Why? Because somewhere in destiny it was always said he would die on that particular day. Realising all this, what more can I do than live my life fully, pursue all this dreams that I want to achieve.
Nobody knows of tomorrow if we are still going to be alive, tell those whom we love how we truly feel, dance though you have two left legs. Just think of it this way, you don't love your job, or the course you are doing at school, stuck in a marriage where you are unhappy, and you die before changing all this things, you die as an unhappy person. Live that dream because yesterday is gone, tomorrow is not here and today is all that matters. This very moment as you read this is all that counts. My dead father cannot come back neither is the people we have all lost through death......so what's left is for us to live and give out the very best of our selves, be kind to one another, forgive each other and put on that smile coz it might be the light of another person. Breath,laugh and look at the sky, it might be the last time you see it.......xoxo....CW

INTRODUCTION

So, in a world where many believe that to make it in the "entertainment" industry, you need to be rich or to know the who is who in the industry, I just want to make it being neither that.
Best believe it when I say am only an 18 year old but don't let age fool you.... I have lived longer than my years. So today, am just sitting near the computer and I finally decide to let go of my procrastination  and start this blog. What is the worst thing that can happen? I honestly got no idea of what it is that am doing but am going to give this my best shot. We all grow up thinking that being a doctor or an engineer is being successful or that the positions in the entertainment industry are not enough. I say let us all give it a try and see how it works. Young people don't want to talk sense in that they will be viewed as not being cool, so they would rather sit and just chill. Don't get me wrong, nothing is wrong about chilling, but what your mind is actually thinking about when chilling. That's where the problem then comes in. This is how I now know that I was probably not born in my era because that is what being 18 year old today means. When growing up I always wanted to be host at the Grapevines show that aired in KBC, I hope a lot of you will relate and remember that show or the Julie Gichuru of my time. Growing up just felt weird because once I told my teachers that, then they would look at me like am ridiculous. Now that am still learning about what life has to offer, guess what? Am going to chase after this dreams I had when in was younger...… cross my fingers and hope to die...….. xoxo...….. CW